Life doesnt goes the way u want, when u want sometink done, u will not suceed and see the day come. God is fair but he always keep thinks to the last and cause relationships to rust. Why dont he just open his eyes and see, and reward those who cant even pay school fee. People are suffering out there but God just sit down and wait for them to drown in tears. I cant think of what is he doing making people's life so diffcult, no wonder people join the cult. Till when those who have been good can get they reward and go back home to feed their family with food. I am fortunate compared to others who never went for war but still get blown up up by grenade. We should be happy of what we have around us but think of those who dunno what is a bus. So why God is still hesitating, dont he think he should do some thinking and spare those poor some shillings. Everyone looks up to him and thinks he is top of the cream but he is never in time to listen to our prayers. So we people should not depend everything on God but we should do what we are able to do. Thats why there is always challenges for us. If God was to answer our prayers so quick then Life has no meaning. Life doesnt goes the way u want cos God doesnt answer ur prayers that quick and by the time u have been on the second try!

poor n broken family, all birds my enemy...i jus hope they die b4 i explode n cry....hell man i cant take it any more, i jus wish those farking whore will jus leave, leave me alone.....somebody, anybody help me out of this shit.....b4 i sink deeper into the sandpit, fark this world, fark this place, fark any1 who has a farking face.....dun blame me for all this cos i oways get pissed by how ppl treat me, i shall let them see, wat i will be able to do n let them eat some poo.FARK U ASSO out there, life is nt fair.u ppl hav gd life but u all dun cherish, n we ppl wif bad life curse god for being selfish.i jus hope i can slp forever so that i do not need to be a devil n go ard killing asso n chop them up so they wont be in whole.

got nth to do so tried out some crazy tinkys......i am so bored....i wanna watch matrix!! who wanna watch matrix tell me!! lets go watch or any other show....

today xianzz leh no goin out......but nvm leh...can tok to my frenz n play game wif them...hahaha

Yesterday went to my fren timothy's house....brought PS2 n played at his house....we enjoyed playing like hell cos we keep luffing.....better then playing myself!

YC cant make it but we still got enuff ppl.....played RISK oso......n it took so long to finish playing.....haha

Best part is my fren jian feng ate 4 tubes of MENTOS in less then 1 hr.... i tink he is goin to get diabetes soon.....MUAHAHAHAHAHA....

yesterday was quite stupid while today even more stupid cos only can sit down n stare at the com......wat a day......sux

Finally finish exams liao arh.......the paper all lyk killer papers xia.....want our lives!
Siao 1 leh.....i tink the lecturers see us so smart so they purposely make the paper hard hard....so as to kill us!

I hope i can still make it to computer engineering course......or else i might as well go die! anyway now mus enjoy the holidays......b4 getting results.
MUS PLAY TO THE FULLEST ARH PPL.......!!!!!

dun waste anymore time jus chiong n do wat u lyk.....dun hesitate.....
ehmm tats all i goin liao.......go play!!!

today damn scared xia.......cos IT"S my dfund paper..........i hope i can pass.
yesterday study like crazy but cant totally remember.....how arh.....GOD HELP ME!!!
i tink today mus chiong last minute liao then can pass.........but if the paper too difficult then i will only get the chance to stare at it.

Whoa today die arh......study liao like abit in n abit out xia!! I tink i goin fail my exams soon....but i dun care....haha.